The Rubble Below Rock Bottom
I thought by my age I'd be done learning things the hard way. I thought by now I'd be able to navigate life with finesse and ease, all while keeping a good head on my shoulders. The reality is that I may never figure anything out. I may just keep trying, learning, and evolving. I may always be working on being a better version of myself. There are still so many days that I wish I could do better, I could be better, and most importantly, I could know better. I wish there more days in which my flaws weren't front and center in every aspect of my life. I'm finally coming to the realization that some of my bad decisions may always define me. While that's a hard pill to swallow, I've overcome so much worse than a little judgment from strangers. People will ALWAYS have an opinion on what I do, how I do it, and why I do it. By opening up my life and sharing my story, I have to take a lot of the responsibility for letting others judge me. So why do I keep sharing m