That Bitch Is Crazy
It has been nearly four months since I've updated so I am definitely past due. The thing is, my life is busy and completely chaotic but in a very good way. While I feel like my world is spinning out of control often, I keep landing upright and waking up alive...both wins in my book. Life is mostly good and it's been just over a year since I last received a SSDI payment. 12 years ago when I was told that it was Social Security or risking losing my kids because I was only capable of doing one thing well, I of course chose my kids. This statement was not meant as a negative by my doctor, but rather, a gentle reminder that I was more sick than I was ready to admit. I was capable of being a kick ass employee or a kick ass mom, I was definitely not capable of both. This same doctor later told me that I am the most organized person he had ever met; he then went on to clarify that he didn't mean bipolar person but ANY person. The reality is, my world was in a tailspin but I truly d